years passed

 Cant believe, the time just speeding soo fast , And I am 50😒 

Cried my heart out

Watched  "The Girl on the Train -- Emily Blunt "  
Cheating on every woman and making them believe its their fault.

Emily was brilliant

Oh beloved..

One winter morning..

I wake up cold ..

Feeling weak..

Come and take me with you..

Cause I think I am ready to die..

Please come bury me..

Bury me in the riverside near the mountains..

Shade my grave with graceful white lilies..

I wasn't  made for commitments, routines, stuffy buildings.. empty conversations or fake smiles. I was made for jumping of from cliffs.. skinny dipping in wild waters,, sleeping under the stars in lonely beaches with you... camping in the banks of the rivers drink and talk till early morning...and smiles that reach as deep till your soul..   

nale avan povunnu..thirakkinidayil avane marannu... vilikkan thonniyilla.. dont know when we can meet again.. enkilum marikkuvolum njangal piriyilla, manassu kondu..adutha janmam nokkam onnichu jeevikkan.

Many people have an illusion that this new person offers a new life, only to discover after a few years that all the old feelings and issues are there just as in the past. They didn't really change games at all, they only changed the players. Here he is not a new person and also I never want to marry him. I love my husband and children,  I loved him always, don't want to spoil the love between us with the marriage which I don't really believe in. Yes its fantasy.. I love that...