In this year 2012 after 4 months again back here..We are already a quarter way through this year. Everything is moving faster. Its unreal, but exciting. Ive seriously got to get ready for this. I need to excersice my spiritual life.  I feel like Im loosing my mind. Was waiting for Simi's wedding n its over and they went to US. My children are in my mothers place..they are growing fast..

It never goes away. .life has brought us new partners...and children....i think about how good it would be if he hold me again for a brief moment...and most of all, i wonder if he ever thinks of me.....???...i dont know whether its right or wrong,but still i cant stop thinking about us, truely..this love is still concealed..never opened up.. its like an unreleased movie. sometimes I feel it was just my crush..u were never even thought about..