Many people have an illusion that this new person offers a new life, only to discover after a few years that all the old feelings and issues are there just as in the past. They didn't really change games at all, they only changed the players. Here he is not a new person and also I never want to marry him. I love my husband and children,  I loved him always, don't want to spoil the love between us with the marriage which I don't really believe in. Yes its fantasy.. I love that...